You know...

...how something happens that you would have never expected and it turned out to be the best you have done in a really long time but you have the need to quiet down the smiling giggles because you just know you're not suppose to want it since it's not going to be around for much longer yet you can't help having daydreams and wonder if things have come full circle or if you even believe in things like that because you're a (supposed) grown up now and grown ups don't believe in fairy tales any more but you can't help but feel this thing and you're not quite sure how to describe except that it feels like coming home and it shouldn't make any sense yet it does in so many ways that you're child-like self is telling "yes" but reality keeps barking "no" and you're just not sure how you should even act the next time you come together that you're beginning to feel silly about it all but you still want to smile?  Does that even make any sense?