I'm content. I haven't been able to say that for quite some time and I'm happy that I can say it and mean it. New job. New home. New dog.
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This is Obi Wan Kenobi. We call him Obi for short.
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All departments in my life are up to par with one exception. It's generally been the only exception that keeps me from reaching the top. Love. It's been so long since someone has said they loved me and meant it. It's been a long time since I've let my guard down to let someone in. I don't know if I can get them down anymore. I keep wondering if there is someone still out there that knows how to get over them. Or at least can get close enough for my heart to hear them. I make up excuses to not date but it comes down to only one reason. I don't think I can get through having my heart broken again. I really don't think I can handle it. I don't think my heart can take it again. But, one has to have hope, right? Hope's a good thing to have. It's the only thing more powerful than fear. The Hunger Games movie taught me that. LOL
