You know, I started this blog to vent and let it all out but I really don't, do I? I keep things locked up. I don't feel like the worldneeds to be disillusioned with my weak side. I like playing this strong, independent role, even if I want nothing more than someone to swoop in and take control. Maybe I should start writing more. Who am I kidding? I'll continue having my bouts of manic artistic moments.